Old Journal
2001, September 17, Monday night, I decided to take you on a Journal wherever it may leads us. The journal would be something you wouldn't dare to go on. I want to make an quick exit of the same path I have been on over a year or so! So far, I haven't find an exit; I kept on driving to somewhere dazed and confused or I may end up on the right road to an peaceful place I could call home wherever it might be.
Greetings, earthlings!
Don't worry. I won't probe you - not yet anyway! LOL
I came in this world in 1969, where I, somehow, born to human beings! I don't have the slightest ideal how that happen.
Then again, I should know. I am an alien. hehe
I travelled through many miles to get where I am comfortable in life. Some humans just don't treat me right.
I left home to find my own kind of aliens. I am a gentle soul with love to offer.
I got to go now. Till the next time, I seek out love, peace and understanding among the humans.
Here is something little about me.
I lived in Hollyweird, Ca.
I recently broke up with my ex lover in September 2002; it was a good thing to do!
At this very moment, I must figure out what I want to do with my life! I don't have the slightest ideal yet!
My soaps are Days Of Our Lives, Bold & Beautiful, Young & Restless & Passions. I used to watch All My Children; I was so excited about Bianca being a lesbian! I usually tape my soaps and watch them at night.
Queer As Folk is my favourite too!
I loved REALITY TV. Sometimes, they are much better than the soaps! LOL
They are Joe Millionaire, The Amazing Race, American Idol, Survivor, Surreal Life, Fear Factor, Real World and the longest reality TV show ever, COPS!
Of course, I love The Simpsons, King Of The Hill, Futurama, South Park and Ren & Stimpy!
My stats are lucky 7, 6', white TOP, 185 lbs, brown hair/eyes, 32, average.
My hobbies & interests are british TV, my fabulous place, 3rd street (SM), city walk, movies, melrose, walk of fame, beaches and fun stuff.
I loved hanging out with friends.
My favourite music are dance, house, techno, trance, and disco.
I am an artist!
What I am looking for?
warmth, love, open minded, friendly, caring, special times, thoughtfulness, happiness, good listener, my own person, nice, outgoing, trustworthy, str8forwarding, sweet, sincere, mature, charming, understanding, wise, motivated, responsiable, huggable, people`s person, observe, strong, faith in God, smiles, optimism and no crap from anyone.
I know we're not PERFECT. Hey, I could dream for the most perfect guy out there. The truth is I know it's unrealistic for all the things I listed!! So, I would settle for 90%. Nothing more, nothing less! I'm looking for friends. Lovers comes and goes, friends are hard to come by!
1. Bizarre - I Felt Trapped, The Other Side, A New World, Dead Night, The Drive, The Race Against Time, My Car, Reflections In The Rain & The Moon In The Cross.
2. Drugs - Crashed & Burned, A Major Crackhead, All Alone, Way Off, & Pot.
3. Emotions - Smile, Frowns, Feeling Empty Inside, Fears, Anger, Going Nowhere, & Forsaken My Life.
4. Friendships - True Meaning Of Friendship, This Nice Guy, Dave, Just Like Family, Friendship, The Real You, The Back Seat, & Ex.
5. Haiku - BRAND NEW! as of 12/14/03, Sunday
6. Heaven - Devil's On The Run, I Cried Unto The Lord, Oh God Please Help Me, The Seed, Jesus Loves Me, Stay Clear Away, I Walked In The Light, Christian, Holy Bible, Angels, The Wrong Exit, I Can't Live Here Anymore, The Dark Knight, In The Beginning, I'm In Love, Jesus Christ, Planting The Seed, In Heaven The Pain Ends, This World & Another Day.
7. HIV - Tears Fallen, HIV Positive, The Last Place, The Same Path, I Slept, Shame On Me, The Trap, HIV Homeless & Changes.
8. Love - One More Chance, Heartbroken, The Way You Are, Anything For You, Option Boyfriends, The Bait, Hear Me, Real Lover, & Kiss Me.
9. Lust - Blame Me Shame Me, This Fire, I Mess Up & My Sweet Thing.
10. Negative Energy - Don't Down Me, Everyone Is Shooting, Someone From The Past, Revenge, Fight, So Rude Of You, Talking Bad, Bank Robbery, & Crime.
11. People - Alien, Acceptance, Rats, People, The Cult, The Human Flies, Babies, Kooks, Ku Klux Klan, & I'm Blind.
12. Stepping Stones - Stepping Stones, Leaving The Next, I'm Flying High, A Chance Of A Lifetime, Connections, Being Invited, Broken Wings & Moving On Up.
13. That's Life - Life, Speak Highly, Being Wild, Going Home Again, Slow Days, Active Days, Rough Side, Good Deed Of The Day, Ghost Talk, Divorce, I Learned From Life, Wars, Good Life, Time, Broken Dreams, & Oh Well, Writing Poems, The Past & Suicide.
My Favorite Links
1. ScareyKATT's Yahoo Group - anyone can join my group.
2. Gaysville - a defunct gay soap.
3. Reactions West Hollywood - I started a "Reactions group." I must find a place to hold the group!
4. Planet OUT - Are u out on this planet? LOL
5. Gay - Be gay from the USA
6. C1TV - Queer as Folks is the British version from C1TV. Wednesdays at 10:30 PM on Channel 39 in Los Angeles.
7. Groove Radio - Groove was on 103.1 in LA. The web has the Groove now.
8. Gaydar UK - an gay site from the UK, somewhat like Gay.com.
9. Launch - Yahoo's radio & music videos!! You can have your personal radio station on the web!!
10. BBC Radio - Sometimes, I listened to BBC radio while I'm on the web. The Archers & Mel & Sue Thing are my favorites on BBC 4!!
11. American Idol - the latest news of the idols and upcoming season!
12. Will Young - UK's first POP IDOL!!
13. Encarta - Dictionary on the web.
14. Delphi Forums -
15. Digital Spy - entertainment news from UK.
16. Poetry - A very good site for Poets.
17. WavSounds - We all played them at one time or another. Nobody use them in the AOL chats anymore. They was quite POPULAR in the late 1990's.
18. Seeing Stars - popular Hollywood site.
19. The Simpsons Achive - the latest happenings about The Simpons
20. Reality TV World - your latest news from Reality TV
21. Zone UK - your favourite games you can play on MSN for FREE! I loved Spades, Backgammon, Collapse and Chess.
22. Black People Love Us - very humorous site about the whites!
23. IFILM - they showed all types of short movies!! Be sure to sign up to watch them!
24. Black Planet - a hugely popular site for Blacks.
25. Media UK -
26. Days - my favourite soap
27. Zap - entertainment news
28. NBC Media -
29. Loreena McKennitt - a popular singer, much like Enya.
30. IMDB - movies database
31. Big Cartoon Database -
bravenet.com